Diary of a Rose

Summary of my 1st sem.

2011-11-07T09:11:00.000-08:00

So yeaah....university life was kinda hard to adapt at first, but eventually i get myself used to it. It went really fast. Tup tap tup tap, in two more weeks i'll be starting my 2nd sem.

My 1st sem was okay. Eventhough im only doing Arts and Design, doesnt mean our course is less harder. It is equally hard. If you want to compare between the amount of assignments that we get from our lecturers and students from other courses like BM and ACC, ours are more! And im not lying. In Art and Design, the lecturers wont care or give you extra credit if ur natarully artisitic and talented if you are not capable of creating something that has strong quality and commitment. So thats where the scary part begins. Like normal courses you can so called COPY ur friends homework and even HELP each other. But not in Art and Design. This is because each of our lecturers are so sharp that they can tell between your drawings and artwork through your own significant strokes and capability which you can never lie or hide from them. Scarryy right...I was so scared that i have goosebumps with some of my lecturers. But i respect the fact that they are like that. It trains us to work harder. The entire time when i was in Sem1, there's not one night that i sleep early, the earliest would be at least around 12am...Because i would normally sleep at 3am or 4am, busy trying to finish my work.

And syukur-Alhamdulillah, after all of those hardworks, i manage to get into the Dean's List! Its not 4 flat but its near tho and Insyallah, im gonna work harder and maintain to get Dean's List every semester. Insyallah. I feel so happy and grateful. Finally i know how it feels to have your parents to be proud of you. Its the most remarkable feeling, so hard to explain as it will always bring tears to my eyes. =')

Alhamdulillah, i feel very grateful to Allah for giving me strength to strive. And i also want to thank my beloved parents for they have always allow me to do what i always wanted and my dearest boyfriend, for giving me support through out the entire journey.

And there's nothing more than i could have asked for a better gift than kisses from my family and a teaspoon of honey.

And also not to forget, my dearest boyfriend's mummy who congratulated me and even told his aunty about my achievement because she's very proud of me. Hhihi...

Sigh...What a moment, insyallah i will continue to achieve loads of things in life. Getting a DL is not really the 1st achievement to me. My 1st big achievement would probably be when i got accepted into my university as their 1st intake. My 2nd big achievement is my Dean's List. And Insyallah, with Allah's help and mercy, i will continue to achieve more Dean's Lists and other big achievements aswell. Amin=)

My hardworks are for my parents. It is for them to draw a huge smile to shine my life.

New leaf.

2011-11-07T09:03:00.000-08:00

Hi everybody,

I know its been a really long time since i last updated my blog. For those who used to keep up with my blog, sorry for disappoint you because if you realized, i have deleted all of my old posts. Blogs posted since i was a highschool student until the end. I just think i needed to let go of my dark past and start new. So im turning over a new leaf. No more thinking bad or talking bad about others because by that way i can feel the true meaning of a better and beautiful life. And thinking positive is my new drug. Wish me luck.

Just Want You To Know-Backstreet Boys

2009-09-14T08:01:00.000-07:00

Yo wassup all! Well i got not much to say in this blog. Kind of lazy and all. My everydays are going on as fine as it is. Somehow better. LOL Anyway im here to share this song when i watch one of joe jonas stupid vids in youtube.This is a song by Backstreet Boys. Its not really popular and i dont know why but i dont rally care anyway because its really nice. Like always i like the lyrics.

This is the video when I first heard of this song. My God, say wtv fuck words u wanna say but Joe looks really sexy when he suddenly "jeling" to the webcam n sang...LOL...he's pretty! Okay fuck off...mind your own business; in my opinion he IS pretty. haha....gosh! Im blushing...>.<

And down here is the full-vid of the song=)

This was what REALLY happen between Rihanna and Chris Brown...check it out!!

2009-08-26T08:36:00.000-07:00

interesting right??

Already Gone by Kelly Clarkson

2009-08-25T09:39:00.000-07:00

This song is really sad and nice...I kinda like it very much cuz the lyrics somehow have connection with what im going through and what im feeling...='p

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye
Even with our fists held high
It never would have work out right, yeah
We were never meant for do or die
I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hurt you now I can't stop

[Chorus]
I want you to know
That it doesn't matter
Where we take this road
But someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone

Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you wanna cry
It started with the perfect kiss then
We could feel the poison set in
"Perfect" couldn't keep this love alive
You know that I love you so
I love you enough to let you go

[Chorus]

You can't make it feel right
When you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on
So I'm already gone
Ahhh already gone, already gone, already gone
Ahhh already gone, already gone, already gone

Remember all the tings we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

[Chorus]

You can't make it feel right
When you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on
So I'm already gone