Drown of a burden

Assalamualaikum~

Hello peoplee~ I hope everyone's having a blast during these last three weeks of our semester break becaushee all of ushh knoww thaat you knoww...sleeping late, and getting up late...wont happen everytime new semester starts. So yeaahh~ hahaha...so spend ur holidayss SLEEPING AS MUCH AS POSSHIBLE AITE!

Anyway,

Today...well tonight...not exactly night...last night...i went through a major emotional breakdown. Not break dance, breaking dawn or berak daun okay. "BreakDOWN". So i cried because i was very upset of some things. Soooo...again...i cried to my parents and my best-friend, Dilah. Hehe...After long hours of non-stop crying...finally i feel...oh-so-relieve! Thank you so much Mummy, Daddy & Dilah. Thank you for listening to me, giving me advices and to always be there when i need you guys the most.

To me,

crying....

is not really...um...something that i...um its hard to explain. hmm.. Ofcourse, i cry...i love crying...

-i cry when i watch sad dramas n movies
-i cried when my parents scolded me
-i'd cry when i read sad things in newspapers or nythg tht touches my heart
-i cried when my cat died
-i cried when something was misunderstood between me and my best-friend
-i always cry when i laugh to my max..
-etc

SOOO....basically i cry a lot...

But just so happen...my reason to cry last night...was not the usual reason i cry everyday..
And i intended not to cry about it. Because i think its kinda absurd to cry abt it...but i cudn't take it anymore. I felt so depressed like my whole world ws squashed up! So when i was seeking for advice from my sisterly-bestfriend who seems to be soooooo good when it comes to comforting my heart tho she's sumhow kinda lack of experiences....but i must admit. She's really good at giving advices. Haha *and i bet dye tgh kembang if she reads this...LOL anyway...she's so good that she manage to make me open up to her until i actually...cried...I cried with all my heart. Because all of those heavy burdens i have been carrying for months drown along with my heavy tears. I was so sad and scared and my best friend pandai tukar topic ckp pasal IKAN BUNTAL la tetibe, pasal lembu, BAHU, hahahahaaa....and AND yg paling xbley belah dye tukar topic ajak puasa esok hari...puase sunat rejab...TAPI x ingat nak niat mcmne klu nk ganti ngn puasa skali. Hahahahahaaa....drpd nada sedih hati pasrah tetibe dye bawa bende yg series-slash-casual...hahahahaaha.gosh~ lawak laaa kaw dila~ hilang terus rase sedih ^_^

Jadi akhirnyaa...saya berjaya juga melepaskan ape yang dipendam...Thanks to my FAMILY...both blood related and non-blood related...

I LURRRVVVEEEE U OLLS SHOOOO MUCHH~~~

Nautilus to Wrapitilus

 

This amazingly cute creature looks very historically artificial aitee? It looks like something you can see in a museum filled with Dinosours. But in actual fact, it is still ALIVE & KICKIN'! I've seen this creatures swimming in an aquarium before and i have to tell you, it does not look real at all. But oh well, i have to say that the patterns on its sea shells are uniquely beautiful indeed.  

 

        And suprisingly my friend have ths shawl that i loike with the

 similar patterns that  were found on the nautilus.

Meet my friend, Farah=)

Mwah~<3

Goofing around..LOL

Okay...enuf of self-indulges for now, hv to get back to work...=(

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Assalamualaikum to all of the beautiful people out there,

I know it has been sooooooo LONNG since i last update this blog. I even planned on deleting it. But can't seem to have the right time for that. Tup tap tup tap..Second semester is over. Now im on semester break and i have 1 more month of lazy days of doing nothing. TEHEE...i wish you all well and have a splendid holiday ya'll...=D